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 I hate that you always in my head

Your skinny body, veiny hands 

That very morning that my blood stained on your heart

That very morning when we knew we were cursed 

Oh I hate that now we can only live in our black and white memory

Tell me does it kill you the way it is for me

Tell me did you overcome my red lipstick easily 

Or it stills has been stained on your neck 

How many more songs that I need to write to forget you

How many more nights do I have to stay up all night to imagine a different ending for us?

How many days more until I can finally lose hope

Of you coming back and we will once again stain on our hearts

There is nothing left for me to cry

Just a short note and crumps of your image

Yet it stains in my heart 

How come I be this in love 

How come you left me when I was in that much love 

I abandoned my every nerves and guts just to be with you

Why I was so stupid in love knowing I was stupid in love 

Even now after all these scars

I would do anything to be with you again 

How many more songs that I need to write to forget you

How many more nights do I have to stay up all night to imagine a different ending for us?

How many days more until I can finally lose hope

Of you coming back and we will once again stain on our hearts