our beautiful tragic S

 

Nothing left but desire in your eyes,

Whenever the red colors paint mine.
I made the biggest mistake of my life,
Yet somehow, I’ve still enjoyed it.

As you gaze into my frightened eyes,
When your lustful soul meets my sinful body.
You didn’t believe I tried to protect
What I’ve held close my whole damn life.

Everything unfolds just as I planned,
But why does it feel so damn sad?
Like I know how you’d vanish with the sunrise,
Our souls ripped apart, after all the pain behind?

Why do we treat this like it’s all so easy?
When bodies and souls blend so crazily,
When my blood and tears stain your sheets,
When you said the God has made us meet.

Even though I knew from the start,
It was all your lies, your masterful performance.
The love I craved was only in my imagination,
Yet somehow, I want to flee in this moment.
Let’s make this room our final destination,
My lips and hips are your very religion.

We’re born sinners, raised sinners and fall sinners
Carrying the sins of our ancestors on our bedsheets,

 As your fingers trace every one of my flaws.
Can you hear my fear beneath?
Can you hear my happiness under every moan?

And the souls that we ripped under our lifetime loan?

Don't worry honey, I’ll disappear when the sun comes up,
But still hold on just to catch a glimpse of your face.
even when your inner child tell me to stay,
These are all games we have learned how to play.

I leave a kiss on your cheek, goodbye,
My first and most beautiful mistake.
Thank you for being my very gate
For me to welcome my inner demons' escape.
At least I traded with the man I craved,
Got to say I love you in our tragic sex,
In our beautiful, tragic, tangled sex.
In our beautiful, tragic, tangled sex.