you are in my vein you fuck

 

Write your name with my blood,

On every corner of my room so crud.
I can love too much or give no fucks,
No fine line between, I’m out of luck.

Screw all the advice on keeping cool,
I just want to bite your neck, feel your scent so cruel,
Until the sunrise, until the daylight,
Bite your neck and hold you tight.

Because I know after tonight,
You’ll be like them, gone out of sight.
Forget who I am, forget my pain,
When I’m in love, I’m acting insane.

Every time I come back home,
I feel so distant, so alone.
Oh God, it’s like drinking wine from a goblet old,
Why do I return to the hurt, so bold?

You sense my need, you run away,
I should’ve seen it clearer from the start today.
I can be cruel, I can be cold,
Once I know I need to fold.

Oh, what’s it like to be truly loved?
I’m still wondering, still shoved.

So now, honey, hurt me one last time,
So I can go without this climb.
My veins still stuck in your breath,
I can run before it’s too much death.

Before I end it all from this pain,
So tell me now—hurt me once again.
Hurt me, hurt me, make me fall,
Hurt me, baby, before it all.