delicate

 

Driving to your neighbor at 1AM,

Just to steal a glance, a glimpse of them.
Old places we shared, memories unfold—
Mexican nights, quiet and bold,
Billiards, and the smoke in the air,
Venting our sadness, no words to spare.

You said you'd never want,
Any bad luck between us,
You never wanted anyone to touch me,
Like you did, so fiercely,

Now my soul and body are yours to command,
Do whatever you wish, let it all land.
The heat in your eyes, the beautiful mess,
Our shared sadness, nothing more, nothing less.

When you fake your feelings, and I fake all details about me,
You tell me your truths, and I gave you my feelings—
The honesty of my heart, raw and true,
I love you, 我爱你, 愛してる too.

Now nothing’s left but this loneliness wave,
Is it wrong to admit how much I crave,
To see you again, in my dreams, I plead—
Waking up and feeling your absence bleed,
Like a sharp knife through the core of my being,
Deep down, I know how delicate this feeling.

Something inside me triggered your flight,
Now you’re left with "what ifs" in your mind's night,
While I’m left wondering, "How could I?"
Maybe some questions are better left to lie.

Maybe every unspoken word had a reason,
Maybe we were meant to be memories, not a season.
In every moment, I feel like we’re intertwined,
As if our love had crossed time’s design.
I loved you deeply, the only way I knew,
I cried again, just like I used to do.

Praying for your peace, your health, your joy,
My one and only, my heart’s true alloy.