i just want to find you at the tunnel's end

I've tried my best, my love, you see,
To keep you close, where you're meant to be.
But Anora, sweet, has torn me apart,
I saw her in me, with a humble heart.

I hate the dreams that stretch so wide,

I hate the thoughts I can't push aside.

I just want to find you at the tunnel's end,

Baby, only you, my heart's true friend.

Last night, I dreamt you were still near,

Why did you leave so quickly, dear?

My reality’s a torture, deep inside,

Yet your eyes, each night, are where I hide.

I’m lost in delusions, full of desire,

Caught in a world where dreams don’t tire.

Baby, won’t you touch my soul tonight?

Be my only, my everything, my light.

i'm so fucking tired 

i'm so so fucking tired