Will pain visit me again today?

I truly don’t know what awaits,

I've listened to all the Chopin’s notes,

But still, the pain refuses to stay quiet.

I saw you in my latest dream,

Your saddest eyes, your arrogant smile,

I pray for your joy, for your light,

Though we are 3,000 miles apart.

Will pain come tomorrow too?

Will the blood-stained rail lead me to sorrow?

I've tried all the paths,

Yet the monster still won’t forgive me.

I saw myself devour all the nuts in my dream,

Happiness exists only there,

A fragile joy I can barely grasp,

A fleeting hope lost in the dark.

You’re here with me, my yearning for love,

You’re all here with me, my longing for change.

phantomladyy