let your bitterest words give

I stand upon the precipice,  

Blaming myself for all I miss.  

Though sins to heaven I release,  

The weight within will never cease.  

Can you feel it, the heart’s deep ache,  

When pain begins to make you break?  

I wander lost, a tangled road,  

Rushing towards where warmth once glowed.  

How I crave that heat in you,  

Hoping this time won't bid adieu.

Tell me, love, do I deserve to live?  

Speak the words you cannot forgive.  

Let the cruelest winds now blow,  

So I may fade where shadows go.  

Let me find my final end,  

In the breeze where sorrows blend.

Last night, sleep escaped my grasp,  

A dream too dark I couldn’t clasp.  

A faceless stranger took his aim,  

Yet life and death feel both the same.  

The hands of time deceive and bend,  

No destination, no arrival's end.  

Though your face haunts my night,  

I'll not return to seek the light.  

In this path where day won’t shine,  

I’ve no regrets, for none are mine.

Tell me, love, if I deserve to live,  

Let your bitterest words give.  

No forgiveness, no retreat,  

So I may vanish, swift and fleet.  

Let me drift where winds begin,  

Where sorrow dies and dreams grow thin.  

Now I stand, with heart relieved,  

To commit the sin conceived.  

While the world sleeps, I’ll ascend,  

And be one with the wind’s blend.