How much truth was left untold?

At 20 years old

I was the older than ever

I saw no sight of life

There was no one there to capture

There were so many nights

I was waken up by that twisted dream

My soul was exhausted

My heart was weary

Saxophone was the only sound I heard

Bitter was the only taste I drank

Knowledge was the only food I swallowed

Barren landscape, I wanted to go

I was scared every time I go to bed

I was terrified by the word "family"

Monster came to me, step by step

Knocked on my door and set me free.

At 20 years old

I had met my darkest soul

I was buried in the deepest grave