Loosing hope I found freedom

I watched Fight Club last night.

I had always hesitated to watch that movie, even though I knew it was good. I wish I had watched it sooner.

My life has been shitty lately. I covered myself in the shadows, still hoping for daylight to come through and save me.

But now, I realize:

I no longer need help.

I no longer need to see the daylight because I will create it myself.

I became numb because I know there is no one out there who is completely willing to help me without asking for anything in return.

I hit rock bottom, only to realize the bottom is so beautiful.

I tasted every single tear, drop of blood, and bead of sweat I have shed, only to realize they are so delicious—more than anything I have ever tasted before.

I thought I had gone to the darkest place, but I went even further.

This shadow now is so beautiful.

Now,

I'm bulletproof.

I don't need anyone to execute me.

I will accept my fortune and change it myself. I chose to live boldly

The fuck is fate? 

I was born to create fate myself