who will be willing to step in my complicated mind?

Being an avid reader myself, I always find wise, intelligent and noble people are superior. Superior. 

There are no feelings better than watching a highly competitive yet complicated situations of like-minded, geniuses 

I do not consider myself as a genius, however, I find it is challenging to meet someone who has same interests, same level of education and point of view in life like me. I deeply understand these individuals who find it hard to feel connected or closed with anyone. 

There is nothing like that

I think I was lucky enough to be able to connect with several souls that relevant to mine, however, despite of many reasons, we always end up being distant or I was too naive to understand how precious such relationships were. 

I'm still on my way of looking for someone who makes me feel connected to the core, who does not leave during my most depressing moments, who accepts my existence as the way I am, not for my flashy look, not for potential advantage that they can take from me. But me and me only.