where are you at my lowest?

I was young, so pure, so innocent,

In my teenage body,
I was blending with the wind,
Merging with the ocean’s beauty,

I was fooled by your promises,
You shrank me down when I was low,
Trapped me in a cage when flowers bloomed,
Then set me free when monsters showed.

Tell me, do I deserve all this hate?
I stand on the brink of death,
And still, they curse my weakness,
I tried every way to fight and stay alive.

I made mistakes, and I won’t deny,
They treated me like I shouldn’t be alive,
But may I still live,
After all these battles fought inside?

Where are you,
At my lowest?
Where are you,
Where are all the promises?
I may have no mercy for your soul,
Yet I’ll love you 'til my final breath.

Where are you,
At my lowest?
Where are you,
Where are all the promises?
You’ll grow old with all your assets,
Leaving me alone in this empty sadness.

Women only heard when they’re gone,
Now they send me their empty words,
I could never hear,
Those pity tears I couldn’t bear.

Now the curtain has been drawn,
But I was never truly here,
I never meant to treat you this way,
From this hell, I hope you find your peace.

Where are you,
At my lowest?
Where are you,
Where are all the promises?
I may have no mercy for your soul,
Yet I’ll love you 'til my final breath.

Where are you,
At my lowest?
Where are you,
Where are all the promises?
You’ll grow old with all your wealth,
Leaving me here in this empty space.