my heart's been stained a shadowed black

My heart's been stained a shadowed black,

Darker than G-Dragon's own heart's track.
I've sunk into the deepest pain,
Yet this loneliness still grips like chain.

The love scenes, now a hiding place,
No matter how hard, I can't embrace
The thought of being truly loved—
Love, to me, is eternity, untouched.

So fragile in this life’s decay,
Dreams unfinished, drifting away.
Sometimes I wonder, if you knew my pain,
Would you shatter my heart again?

My heart is dyed a faded black,
Long nights filled with dreams that crack.
I wake to tears that soak my bed,
Alone now, lost in thoughts I've led.